Guess where I am...

In my room, on MY computer!!! Shit son, I'm back!

I am looking at a long night, as I change the date and upload all of my pre-typed entries... (ask my old roommate, Kim, I sat up for two nights in November and typed crap until February, because I had no Idea when I would get internet again...

Living on your own sucks Balls! I have bills and I have rent due and Car payments and EVERYTHING!!! Being a grown-up sucks :-)

But, right now, I wouldn't change it for the world.

(and there is a boy too...) (It's way too soon to say anything, but he's nice and he's employed and he's bar age :-) That's enough for now. I missed posting, and I'm super excited to be back, Y'all!

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Sherry P. - I knew you as a person I went to school with, but one fateful day, whenI needed someone the most, You were there as a friend.

I went to a youth group, at a church that was not my own, and I had a "moment" where I felt so vulnerable and exposed that I thought everyone could see right through to my very core. I was upset and confused and you were there, honestly a stranger, showing me such love and compassion that I still don't know how to repay you.

I'm not sure why you did what you did that night, but you started something really good. I hope that you know what you mean to me.

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Derek B. - My Hottie Cousin!!!! If you only knew how hot and bothered you made my 14 year-old friends (When you and I were 14 as well... ) Had you ever come to visit me in Saskatchewan, you would have been the man!

Now, you are still super cool Mr. Rock Guy. In a band, in BC being really cool... you are one of my favorite people, and I wish that we could talk more. I miss you.

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Kim K. - I knew about the abortion. I knew and I still cared about you. You thought I would judge, if I knew the truth. I support you no matter what!

I just wish you had told him. But then again, I know how hard it is to have a secret. He would have freaked, and that was something that you didn't need. I hope that you are ok. It's not easy and I know that you were scared. YOU WERE NEVER ALONE! You still aren't. I'm here. And you know that you can call me whenever you need to. Call any time, day or night. I'll accept the charges if you do.

To quote one of your Guilty Pleasures, High School Musical : "We're all in this together, and it shows, when we stand, hand in hand, make our dreams come true!"

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Amber M. - You are someone who I had a brief, but intense friendship with. I know that the details are both fuzzy and in most cases, incriminating, so I'll leave them out, but you were the first really "Bad Girl" that I knew. You were/are an inspiration to me that summer.

I saw the movie My Summer of Love recently and it almost reminded me of you and me (minus the sex part... we never got that far :-) You are off living a fabulous life in Europe (at least that's what your emails say) and I know that you are continuing to both endanger the lives of small-town girls and enrich them in the same breath! Thank you for My summer of Love!

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Corbit G. - You are one beard-y guy! :-)

I know and love you because I know and love Sue. You are a teddy bear of a dude and I love love love that you are such an amazing Daddy. You kind of remind me of my Dad. I think that's why I have always liked you so much. You are a wonderful hubby to my friend and really, what more can a girl ask for?

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Cody S. - You were my second love. I was ready to become a Housewife or whatever you wanted from me. I was broken when we were no more...

You see, we were introduced by a mutual friend. She actually helped me out because on one of our first dates, she TOLD me what to cook for you to really impress you. It seemed like we were moving along really well, and I was really falling for you when Jody told me that she had feelings for you. I quit seeing you to spare her feelings, but it was a huge regret. I saw you in passing a couple more times after that and every time I wanted to run up to you and tell you that I had made the biggest mistake of my life by leaving you.

I always thought of you each time I heard the song Cold Day in July by the Dixie Chicks. I wish I knew how you are doing. I'm thinking of you tonight. I hope you know it.

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Kelly H. - Oh My Hoodke! What am I ever going to do with you? I have love for you boy that I cannot deal with! You are a Fruit Fly's dream!

I am seriously one Diet Dr. Pepper away from kidnapping you, tying you up and keeping you forever! You are mean to some of my boyfriends though! (You are kind of a heartbreaker!) (Admit it) (You know it's true!)

There are so many things that we need to do before Holly's wedding! Like get me a freaking plane ticket to Texas! (Since some princess simply will not drive there! Hint, Hint) I wonder how many Scotiabank movie points I will get for those tickets? I'd better get at least four movies! Mofo, this is going to be an expensive weekend! There is no one I'd rather go to a wedding with other than you though Darling!

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Marge R. - Happy New Year Chickie! I actually miss you so much! Of all the things I lost in the Divorce, you are going to be one of the worst things to have gone away...

You and your Hubby were some of the only people that I really liked and trusted. I wish that you could have helped us out. You two are this amazing unit together. You inspire me with the thought that love is truly out there... and that it is accessable to us mere mortals. Anyone can find love, in the strangest places...or situations :-)

I am so happy to see that your darling baby is growing more and more each day! I cannot wait to see the person that she becomes. Chloe is a real treasure! She is so lucky to have such loving parents to care for her.

Call me sometime. My cell # hasn't changed. I do miss you girl. I hope that I haven't lost you forever.