Guess where I am...

In my room, on MY computer!!! Shit son, I'm back!

I am looking at a long night, as I change the date and upload all of my pre-typed entries... (ask my old roommate, Kim, I sat up for two nights in November and typed crap until February, because I had no Idea when I would get internet again...

Living on your own sucks Balls! I have bills and I have rent due and Car payments and EVERYTHING!!! Being a grown-up sucks :-)

But, right now, I wouldn't change it for the world.

(and there is a boy too...) (It's way too soon to say anything, but he's nice and he's employed and he's bar age :-) That's enough for now. I missed posting, and I'm super excited to be back, Y'all!

#79 - X365

Sherry P. - I knew you as a person I went to school with, but one fateful day, whenI needed someone the most, You were there as a friend.

I went to a youth group, at a church that was not my own, and I had a "moment" where I felt so vulnerable and exposed that I thought everyone could see right through to my very core. I was upset and confused and you were there, honestly a stranger, showing me such love and compassion that I still don't know how to repay you.

I'm not sure why you did what you did that night, but you started something really good. I hope that you know what you mean to me.

#78- X365

Derek B. - My Hottie Cousin!!!! If you only knew how hot and bothered you made my 14 year-old friends (When you and I were 14 as well... ) Had you ever come to visit me in Saskatchewan, you would have been the man!

Now, you are still super cool Mr. Rock Guy. In a band, in BC being really cool... you are one of my favorite people, and I wish that we could talk more. I miss you.

#77- X365

Kim K. - I knew about the abortion. I knew and I still cared about you. You thought I would judge, if I knew the truth. I support you no matter what!

I just wish you had told him. But then again, I know how hard it is to have a secret. He would have freaked, and that was something that you didn't need. I hope that you are ok. It's not easy and I know that you were scared. YOU WERE NEVER ALONE! You still aren't. I'm here. And you know that you can call me whenever you need to. Call any time, day or night. I'll accept the charges if you do.

To quote one of your Guilty Pleasures, High School Musical : "We're all in this together, and it shows, when we stand, hand in hand, make our dreams come true!"

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Amber M. - You are someone who I had a brief, but intense friendship with. I know that the details are both fuzzy and in most cases, incriminating, so I'll leave them out, but you were the first really "Bad Girl" that I knew. You were/are an inspiration to me that summer.

I saw the movie My Summer of Love recently and it almost reminded me of you and me (minus the sex part... we never got that far :-) You are off living a fabulous life in Europe (at least that's what your emails say) and I know that you are continuing to both endanger the lives of small-town girls and enrich them in the same breath! Thank you for My summer of Love!

#75 - X365

Corbit G. - You are one beard-y guy! :-)

I know and love you because I know and love Sue. You are a teddy bear of a dude and I love love love that you are such an amazing Daddy. You kind of remind me of my Dad. I think that's why I have always liked you so much. You are a wonderful hubby to my friend and really, what more can a girl ask for?

#74 - X365

Cody S. - You were my second love. I was ready to become a Housewife or whatever you wanted from me. I was broken when we were no more...

You see, we were introduced by a mutual friend. She actually helped me out because on one of our first dates, she TOLD me what to cook for you to really impress you. It seemed like we were moving along really well, and I was really falling for you when Jody told me that she had feelings for you. I quit seeing you to spare her feelings, but it was a huge regret. I saw you in passing a couple more times after that and every time I wanted to run up to you and tell you that I had made the biggest mistake of my life by leaving you.

I always thought of you each time I heard the song Cold Day in July by the Dixie Chicks. I wish I knew how you are doing. I'm thinking of you tonight. I hope you know it.

#73 - X365

Kelly H. - Oh My Hoodke! What am I ever going to do with you? I have love for you boy that I cannot deal with! You are a Fruit Fly's dream!

I am seriously one Diet Dr. Pepper away from kidnapping you, tying you up and keeping you forever! You are mean to some of my boyfriends though! (You are kind of a heartbreaker!) (Admit it) (You know it's true!)

There are so many things that we need to do before Holly's wedding! Like get me a freaking plane ticket to Texas! (Since some princess simply will not drive there! Hint, Hint) I wonder how many Scotiabank movie points I will get for those tickets? I'd better get at least four movies! Mofo, this is going to be an expensive weekend! There is no one I'd rather go to a wedding with other than you though Darling!

#72- X365

Marge R. - Happy New Year Chickie! I actually miss you so much! Of all the things I lost in the Divorce, you are going to be one of the worst things to have gone away...

You and your Hubby were some of the only people that I really liked and trusted. I wish that you could have helped us out. You two are this amazing unit together. You inspire me with the thought that love is truly out there... and that it is accessable to us mere mortals. Anyone can find love, in the strangest places...or situations :-)

I am so happy to see that your darling baby is growing more and more each day! I cannot wait to see the person that she becomes. Chloe is a real treasure! She is so lucky to have such loving parents to care for her.

Call me sometime. My cell # hasn't changed. I do miss you girl. I hope that I haven't lost you forever.

#71- X365

Shumon K. - Where to begin...

You FINALLY gave me job! I only had to hound you for like a whole year to get it though! Has it really been almost two whole years that we have been together?!?! I love you and my job, but for more reasons than I can say here! :-) I feel so right in this location... I mean, This just feels like a really good fit. I am comfortable (in a good way) and I think I'm doing a great job. I know and love the product and I am great with our customers. Why am I not running the joint? Tee hee hee, Kidding!

Tonight, I'm supposed to go and see you perform at a New Year's Party. I am excited to see you rock out to your creations. It's one thing to see and hear clips on MySpace or YouTube, but to see you perform live is going to be amazing!

Have fun, and I look forward to an amazing 2008 together!

#70- X365

Rolanda N. - You are by far the bset Spark mom EVER!!!! I miss you so much this year! You were the best help ever! Not only were you hands on, but you were fun and supportive. You had great ideas that were super constructive and easy to use!

I wish that all parents of my sparks were as amazing as you! If I could, I would convince you to join me as a permanant leader of the unit. I miss you in ways that you will never imagine :-) Seriously though, you were a beacon of light in a year that could have been really shaky. I almost quit a couple of times, and stuck it out because of you and your encouragement.

Thank You from me and the girls.

#69 - X365

Jesse V. - Dude! I so had a ticket for you to Modest Mouse!!! I was so bummed that you couldn't get in! Damn events that are sold out!!!

I had a crush on you from the minute I saw you at GC! You were so adorable! I could have eaten you with a spoon! Are there enough exclamation points in this post to make you love Me!!!

Thanks for passing notes with me, and sharing my candies all the time! You are so crazy! I miss you and hope that you are having fun at your new Job! Thank goodness I transfered to Traffic, because Sprint was no fun without you there!

#68 - X365

Breanne G. - Fellow Blogger and cutie patootie extrordinaire. Brea is sometimes too hard on herself. She is a kind and generous spirit, who has had nothing but wonderful words for me in our time of knowing each other. And it's not just me, but her former coworkers shower her with praise (even when she's not there to hear it :-)

I have hope that karma is going to give her an amazing dose of good times and love and friendships because she deserves it. I know she is going to love her chosen career, not only that, but she will excel at it.

Sisters forever in Guiding!

#67 - X365

Carlene B. - Thanks to facebook, I recently hooked back up with you this last year. I have many, many Carlene memories, but My favorite has to be your last couple of days in town before you moved away.

It was the summer between grade 6 and grade 7. I had been in love with B. H. all year, (He had a perm and was soooo cute! He sat in front of me in Mrs Hannah's class), and Carlene, you would bug me that I should just go and tell him how I feel. I was so scared to talk to him that I would chicken out every time I tried. Finally, I remember we were at the pool, and you walked up to him and started the conversation (like any great wingwoman would) and you led me to blurt out that I liked him.

He was kind and gracious (and was dating Chantal, great timing!) and let me down super gently, but after that, B. would talk to me and we actually were kind of friends after that! Carlene, I have you to thank for that. You helped me realize that boys can be spoken to and not just adored! :-)

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Krystin M. - Girl, you are trouble! You were with me whenI bought my first post-breakup "adult oriented entertainment"... and what entertainment it has been ;-)

You are definetly someone I had to meet. I feel like a 19 year old when I'm with you. You have taught me to relax and have some fun! I needed you very much this October, and you were there with fun and distractions to boot! I hope that you have much success in your new job with the dreaded Crown Corporation... You deserve happiness (and you'll be making enough to pay for drinks at the bar for a while!)

#65 - X365

Jesus H. Christ - Happy Birthday! You are one amazing dude! You have had so many people questioning your very existance for centuries. I wonder how you deal with your fame (or is it infamy???)

You are there for me when I need you and there are so many things that I'm thankful for... and I hate to complain but I wonder about the whole "Plan for Me" thing you and your dad have going on though. I mean, really, if I have free will, are you punishing me because I stray from the path, or is it because I stray from the path that I have free will?

Questions, Questions. Any how, I just wanted to let you know that you are special to me and I do appreciate everything you do. I hope today you get what you want for Christmas.

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Amber G. - I know you through your handsome hubby. I wish I was better friends with you though... You are the kind of girl I wish I was more like: You are smart, funny and you know how to have a good time. You are an amazing hostess. You are a fantastic mom and you are simply glowing with this latest pregnency. I hope that we can keep in touch even though our little group is slowly seperating and finding our different paths.

Please remember that you have fans in this world. K. and I are two of your biggest ones :-)

#63 - X365

Becky G. - You are one hot piece of ass! :-) Kidding, I love you for more than that...

You are so much fun to party with. You are what I used to be, (and what I'm slowly building myself back up to). You have a free-spirit and a happy heart. You make everyone around you happy just by being you! You are the life of the party and you don't even try!

I adore you and your nature. I wish you trillions of kisses from all the hottest guys and free drinks every Thursday at the 'Branch! XOXOX to you!

#62 - X365

Shawna F. - You are the only famous person on my face book.

You are so teeny, I hate you! I've seen you eat too, I mean it's just not fair! :-)

You are such a sweet person. You have this amazing attitude of "everyone just have fun and let's get along". I want to be more like you. I hope that I can own as good a soul as you do someday.

#61 - X365

Brad M. - The Hockey hair that stole my heart! You were not just 'a rebel' you were "The Rebel" in our eyes.

Here's something that you will never hear admitted ever again: Remember that night that the Red van (Chuckwagon) got pulled over in front of your house, (you were having a rebels party, we were too chicken shit to attend), and me and my dumb-ass girlfriends got hauled into a cop car in front of everyone at your party?

We orchestrated that whole manuver to get your attention. You were kind of a bad boy, and we thought you would like "bad Girls" so we got Charlene (the cop) to pull us over and take us away in the cop car. Tara was friends with her, so she laughed at us, but she did it.

It kinda worked though, because on Monday morning, you actually talked to me and asked what we had done to have the RC's pull us over, and take us away in the back of the crusier...

Man, I was so in lust with you Brad! It was just the skates I think... But what a weird season that was...